@#$%!

Urg... I started my new classes today. I have a feeling they are both going to be kind of boring.

Last year, I took a class presession and then a class during the first 5 weeks and promised myself I would never do that again.

It's the next summer and guess what, I'm doing the same thing plus. I just finished my presession class, I started two new classes today and I'm working on a summer reading course. I'm not sure if I'm going to make it out alive. I think I must be certifiably insane to take on this work load. Not only am I taking these classes, but I'm also working (although very part time) and working on my thesis project.

I'm really nervous because Jeff is taking me out to dinner tomorrow. Eeks. We haven't spoken in a very long time--probably over a year. This is weird because we have never been on bad terms. We just stopped talking. I think we haven't talked in so long because there were still so many left over feelings between us that just being friends was awkward and hard. I'm a big believer in not messing around after a break up, so for me, the best option was to cut off communication.

It's really exciting now, however to get a chance to catch up with him and really just be friends. He was such a big part of my life for almost 3 years that it is weird to think of how much we've both missed of the other person's life.

I'll let you all (coughmegancough) know how it goes!