Thanksgiving--Bittersweet

I have just completed a paper on why Mayan civilization reached a higher standard of living than the Aztecs and the Incas. I've been working on it for about 13 hours and seven minutes and I have never been happier to be finished with anything in my life! (Ok, so I exaggerate...)

Hmm.. Thanksgiving...

I am thankful for:

• Thanksgiving break
• Shopping the day after thanksgiving
• Free time to see my puppy
• Time to plan the after Christmas trip to the Plaza
• Baking and cooking (give me an apron and a hot pad, and you'll be looking at a happy woman)

I'm not thankful that:

• Everyone is leaving
• Kyle is going home (redundant--I know)
• I'll probably end up doing a bunch of homework because I won't know what to do with myself
• Kyle will come back and utter the inevitable returning home from getting really drunk with my friends and seeing my ex-girlfriends phrase, "I need to tell you something...." Even though I usually already have a pretty good idea of what he needs to tell me, my stomach still does a few somersaults every time I hear those words.
  

I'm scared to death of:

• Actually having thanksgiving dinner
• The inevitable family drama ( it isn't a question of will there be a fight--the question is, who will be in the fight?)
  
• Finals after break is over

Ya, I know I'm weird... I really can't help it.