To my twin...eh, no just sister.

Guess what? I love you no matter what, even if you make drama, don't say what you mean, and say things just to make me feel better. Some times, thats the only way to do it. It sucks, but it's true. Unfortunately, not everyone is always going to be happy with you. You're going to hurt people you love, and people you love are going to hurt you. That's just the way life goes. It's pretty much unavoidable. Some times, you have to put yourself first, even if it means hurting someone else. You can't always make everyone happy and manage be a normal, functioning, sane human being. If you're always putting yourself last, you'll drive yourself crazy. As long as you can get out of bed every day, be happy with yourself most days, and in general, know you're doing the best you can, you're doing a damn good job!
Love always and no matter what,
courtNEY

Eee gads! I have sooo much homework to do, but I am finding myself doing everything possible to avoid it--ie. this post. I really really need to study for my test tomorrow but whenever I open the book I just find myself spacing off and reading the same line over and over and over again. I've been on the same page for about 30 minutes. Sad, I know. I tried to watch some Homestarrunner to clear my mind and cheer me up, but strong bad e-mails hasn't been updated in FOREVER. Extremely disappointing. Time to hit the books for real...... :P