"Insanity -- a perfectly rational adjustment to an insane world."

I must be adjusting pretty well, because I feel like I am out of my mind! I seriously need a vacation. The only living thing I can be around right now and not feel bad in some way is my dog, and she isn't even being that comforting. She is more focused on eating my sister's hamster than anything.

All I wanted to do this weekend was hide from my friends and all the drama, but some how I failed. On Friday, I just wanted to go on a date with the one person who isn't contributing to my insanity and then go to bed early. Some how, that fell through. We almost made it to the movie theater, when once again tragedy struck. What did I end up doing? I did the exact opposite of having a nice, relaxing evening. I went through every emotion that I was trying to avoid. I was worried, anxious, stressed, and, worst of all, jealous. So what's the logical solution to that problem? Get really drunk and then smoke some KB of course--so much for going to bed early.

I am REALLY excited for next weekend and not because there is some great party. I am excited because I am nannying for my neighbors, which means I have the perfect excuse to hide from all this craziness. With my luck, one of the kids will decide to go into a rebellious faze and run away with some 30-year-old man she met on the internet....

Actually, I know what the real solution to the problem is. I probably just need to calm down and stop worrying about other people so much. This weekend, I was even worrying about people I don't know. Yes, I know, I am ridiculous.