But I do nothing upon myself, and yet I am my own executioner.

I'm not going to waste words beating around the bush: I am a paranoid idiot. That's it, plain and simple.

It is definitely time, and I'm pretty sure I'm ready, to give up my "trust no one" attitude. I think I have finally accepted the fact that I can't be in control of everything and the world is not out to get me. My September 17th resolutions are as follows: relax, breath deeply and just be. (No more hypotheticals for me.) Sometimes shit just happens and there is nothing you can do but pick yourself up and continue living your life. It might take me awhile to fully embrace my new way of life, but I hope to be able to take things as they come.

"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt."

-William Shakespeare-